My soul has decided to stay safe or at least that's what I think. It's not sure it can recover and survive another disappointment another heartbreak so it's playing it safe until it can figure out how to live again. I don't blame it, we've been through some shit these last couple of years. people who were suppose to have our back, most definitely  didn't, not that I was surprised. It would have been nice to have been wrong this time.So, what do I do, give my soul a kick in the ass or try to coax it out? I don't want to live this way anymore? it's not living, it's existing and I want more.

Take it one small step at a time until living becomes a habit, becomes real